Hello everyone,
My name is Joe and I have chosen to go my own way. Long story short I learned about the red pill when I was trying to figure out why my wife was doing what she was doing. I found it strictly by accident and have been hooked ever since. I love Vox, Dalrock, and the Chateau and read them religiously. I thought I was "red pilled" but unfortunately I was digesting the content but not taking it to heart. I orginally was in a dead bedroom with my wife. I tried to divorce her back when I found the red pill but she used sex and pretending to be what I wanted to keep me hooked. That was back in 2015. Fast forward to end of 2018 and begining of 2019. I was having major health issues. I was retired from the Military back ini 2012 because of MS. My wife was already starting to act up then. But at the end of 2018 I developed kidney stones. Lots of pain. She was not supportive at all like I was for her with all her problems. Then I discovered that I also had gall stones and had to get my gall bladder removed. Again no nothing from her. I should have expected as much from all the red pill stuff I was supposedly digesting. Come Valentines Day 2019. I found a pack of pregnancy tests and upon further inspection I found a set of nine cards written to another man professing how much she loved him and wanted to feel every inch of him yada yada yada. We I then grew a pair when to my attorney and now I am divorced and I am going my own way. I was not divorce raped too hard but freedom is worth it. She now wants me back but I again told her that I will help her move but we are done. I have to help a little to keep the peace for my son. Here in a week I will be on my own finally.
As far as blue pill. Christ. I am still trying to recover. It is one thing to read red pill knowledge it is quite another to put it into practice. I am still trying but I think that at 45 I am done with relationships all together. I learned long ago to never say never but I can say that I am done with women. I do not want to be a dancing monkey for their entertainment for a piece of ass. If I want ass I figure it will be better to just go buy it instead of investing that money for bullshit and dealing with women on any level except physical.
As I said before I am 45 and newly divorced. I have a son who is 10. I made the mistake when I married her that she already have a daughter. I raised someone else's spawn, put through college, and everything else with not even a thank you for anything. I was burnt badly by this and want no more of it.
I do not hate woman but I know what they are due to the red pill and will act accordingly. I am new to the MGTOW thing but have been a long time lurker. I think monk mode at least for the short term is what I am going to do.
As far as likes it has been so long since I have done anything for myself that I need to figure it out again. I loved being an Officer and a Soldier but now I have to figure out what I really want to do and love doing. I don't know if that is weird I just don't know who I am and need this time to figure it out.