oooooof, I am not really a good writer, but here goes: I am 22 years old in my final semester of uni. My relationship history is small. Was never the casual dating guy, had a long 3 year relationship through out highschool, and one 2 year relationship in college. First one ended because we went to different colleges and didn't want to have a long distance relationship, and second one ended because we kept fighting over everything. I should mention that I was blue pill to the full in both relationships.
I used to spend all my money on my gfs in both relationships. From dinners to gifts and flowers. I wasted so much money.... I would often do all the work, plan everything all the dates, pick them up, ask them out. everything.
My parents are married still for 25 years now. My mom is a stay at home mom who always loves to play the martyr and victim all day even though she never does anything. My dad is a lawyer and a normal person, I can't really say anything more about him.
I have always thought the way society treats men and women was weird ever since I was 12. The whole thing about not being able to hit women BACK was one of the first thing that struck me as unfair. But I never paid too much attention to it. When feminism started blowing up in 2013 when I was 20 I started noticing more and more how retarded it was. So I started getting into the manosphere and the whole MRA shit. And I would think of MRA women and anti feminist women as special snowflakes who were different and blah blah blah. Until a few month ago I stumbled on a TurdFlingingMonkey video where it was discussing female nature and generalizing women. I refused to buy into it at first and got defensive about and even started an argument in the comments. Until I noticed that its not the laws that are unfair, its the men and women who enforce them that are unfair. There is no law that says men hitting women is worse that women hitting men, it was society, judges, and police who treated it as such. That was when I first understood a gynocentric society. And I noticed how anti feminsit/mra women didn't really talk about male issues like unfair divorce or alimony and such, because those stuff were useful to them. They talked about male issues that weren't useful to them.
The more I googled the more I ended up on this forum and lurked. Until I decided to make an account.