
Originally Posted by
UnKnownSurviving
I'm very angry right now.
I've been fatherless for all my life. I'm 30 now. I want to cut her off. There's no joy around a single mother. We have been having arguments because "i'm" this or that, or that I don't have a "work ethic".
When I was growing up, she made me do things and she wasn't even involved. I didn't like the work, and she killed any desire to make work fun. "The work". She doesn't even know how to instill desire for work, because I can do the work, but just without any fun.
Because without a father, she doesn't listen to my points. She's a terrible mother. She was overbearing when I was growing up. Look, I am grateful for her protection, but she is a terrible mother. I want someone to knock her off, and say keep your fucking mouth shut and listen. And no, I can't even do that, because it's "disrespectful".
In my opinion, single mothers have no fucking clue, how to take care of sons. I literally hate single mothers with a passion. I don't like them, I hate them for a lot of reasons. A lot of fucking reasons.
Ever since 2005, my mother been asking for back rubs, when I was 12, and I fucking hated it. I am not allowed to go to my friend's house, because she's concerned about who they are. Fuck, woman, you could have gone and find out and get to know them, so i can hang out with my friends. I hated my childhood. There was no fun.
If there was no father around, that's means mom in charge. That usually means unbalance leadership. YOU FUCKING NEED TWO PARENTS. Who ever thought having a single mother. is okay, doesn't deserve pity from me.
I'm a product of single mother. I hate it.
Since then, I left, She was asking for help around the house, every fucking time I come over. I'm like, what the fuck??? I just got here. I hate helping her, because she killed any desire for helping her. I told her why, and she still complains. Holy fuck, man. No responsibility whatsoever.
And she fucking needs me for shit. I said no. Then she claims I don't have a work ethic. Or that I don't care enough for my mom. Fucking bullshit. She don't even own up what she did to me, when I was growing up. She killed any desire when I was growing up. She just killed any fun. And then she proceeds to say, "that's life".
What the fuck. Then she wonders why I don't want to help her. I hate women so much, especially, single mothers.
I have been trying to do my plans for my own life, and she claims I don't have my work ethic. Bitch, I have been trying to have my own plans, and you fucking ruin it.
I do NOT FUCKING support single mothers. To me, because of my experience, they're disgusting, and deserve pain. There's no justice for sons who have single mothers.
I begged Jesus to give me Justice. And I don't feel like there's any justice for me at all.
Jordan Peterson mentioned that there's consequences for sons with over-protected moms. And I think he's right on that. I feel like i have no life because of her.
I have no desire to help any of my relatives, because they failed me. All they did. I refuse to give up on my goals. I will be voluntary celibate. I'm going to be a billionaire in my lifetime.
I have no desire to help my mother. What she needs to have a man, in her life. Because I have no desire to "help" her around the house, let a husband do that for her.
My family is an idiots for a lot of reasons. And it's fucked up. They might have money, but they don't have a good family structure. Not one bit. My grandfather failed my mother, and now she failed me.
(I will not fail my kids if I have kids. But i might not want kids, every time, I see kids, I have a hatred for kids. because of my mother. So I don't think I'll be a good father. So I'm not gonna have kids.) I will not be like my mother. But even then I refuse to have kids. I massively hate women. I have no desire for women, except when comes to get laid/sex.
Because of my mother, it's been a very, very, fucking slow progress. I see why Nicolas Tesla never had any wife. Why? Because women slow down progress. And my own mother is the very definition of slowing down my progress in life. I will never have a wife. I hate them so much.
I"m not interesting in helping women at all.
Women and my mother, killed any desire for them.
My mother is a failure in family. I'm not interest in having a family. And I prefer my freedom and money over women. I see no point in having families with women. All women do is slow down progress. .