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    Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Okay to say that my life has been sucking shit would be an understatement. While I have been dong what I can to get my fucking arm fixed, I have been putting up with the bullshit at my sister place. It is so bad here I cannot even sleep inside her house, my snoring bothers her. So I sleep outside in her carport so I do not disturb them.. I have gotten really depressed and upset going from having my own house to not even being really welcomed to stay on someone's fucking porch. Thanks you fucking Obama and your fucking insurance. Over two years now I have lived with this pain in my arm and the fucking insurance companies get away with rejecting non-narcotic pain killers. They get away with not paying what is owed to me and I have to put up with the bullshit and my sisters place.

    On a positive note, my surgery is scheduled for next month.. My lawyer should be able to get my insurance reinstated and that means I'll get my own place. Once the lawsuit is settled, I will be looking to buy my own place again. Since I've learned more over the years I'll do a better job of protecting it. I've already taken a major step in this direction, I know all of you will be proud of me for this. That gal I was seeing with the two teenage girls.. Well she lied to me, just once and over something minor.. However I blew the fuck up on her and told her to go fuck herself. The way I looked at it is if she cannot be honest about something minor then she damns sure won't be honest about something major.

    I have not been on here at all for the last few months, not because of lack of willingness, but for lack of ability. Pain has been bad in my arm and trying to sleep out in the cold makes it worse. Anytime I can get a pint or fifth of booze to take the edge off I welcome. Most nights I sleep for only a couple of hours, come day I am in everyone's way. I was hiding out, watching movies and such on my tablet, however that came to an end. My hand twitched and I dropped the fucking thing busting it. Now I have moved my expensive laptop outside, just praying nothing happens to it. This is probably the lowest point in my live, the only bright spot is my arm will be cut on next month and I will be on the road to healing again. Three of my close friends here are going to put me up while I heal from surgery. I will get my own place ASAP, then once the lawsuit is finished I'll buy my own place in Nevada. With any luck, I will soon be able to put this all behind me and start enjoying life again.

    Oh I should tell you just how fucking bad my luck has been. Most of you will fucking laugh over this. Not too long after I got to this shit hole and broke up with that twat, I met the neighbor. The neighbor is rather a large gal, and somewhat of a slut. She is married, her husband is Mr. neck tattoos currently in prison. She has been cheating on him, not once or twice, but hundreds of times. I thought I was safe, since she said she digs only Mexican guys and I am mighty whitey.. WRONG!!! Big fucking wrong.. First she wanted to talk all the time, then asked me to walk to the store with her. No big deal, I walk a lot anyway to keep somewhat in shape. While out with her she bought lunch, then showed me pictures of her tits. I knew what this means, however did not want to believe it. Eventually she was flashing her tits at me and showing me videos of her playing with herself. I blew everything off acting like I was ignorant of everything. So this gal next door to me, and I mean within a few feet, is all but trying to hump my leg. Oh did I say that she is a unique tattooed single mother, that is about 200 fucking pounds? Cunt weighs almost as much as I do. Bad as that is I had to suffer through a video of watching her play "hide the dildo". Oh and before you say it, yes I told her I did not want to be tied down or even bothered with a woman. I explained that roughly 80% of women cheated on me and 100% lied to me and that I am tired of it and only rent dates now. Cunt would hear nothing of this. Even talked my nephew into telling me I should at least fuck her. Problem for her is that he only did it to say that he tried, he knows better.

    So living with my sister is bad enough, for most men that would be too much.. I also have "Tons of fun" living next door that gets moist every time she sees me. I have not even gotten into the other health problems such as very high blood pressure to the point the county of Los Angels wanted to hospitalize me against my will for fear of me stroking out or having a heart attack. I played the part, explained about the pain and how I was being fucked is why it is so high.. Which is true, what I did not explain was that I could not really give two fucks. What keeps me going is that I know this situation is only temporary and soon I will be back in my own place. I will do my best to never allow this to happen again..

    When I last spoke with the doctor I was told that the operation had a 70% chance of success and that my pain should decrease by 50% if all goes right. He warned me that I may not ever be able to drive a truck, but might be able to do work that required less physical strength. So yes, even in this condition I still have women trying to pick the flesh off of a rotting corps. Really fucking amazes me the length women will go to in order to get a free ride. Tons of fun found me really hot when she learned that my settlement might be enough to retire on. I don't care if it is or isn't, I just want this arm fixed so I can get the fuck out of here. I mean, FUCK, I get yelled at if I get something to munch on in the middle of the day or night. I get fucked with for snoring too loud on the living room floor?? Talk about being treated like a piece of shit!! When I move I am going to do everything I can so that these people do not know where I live. Only people that will know are my close friends and that is it. Tons of fun even questioned me about where I would go or if she could see me. I never touched the fucking sow and she wants to follow me.

    I know it has been some months since I have been on here. This is not due to lack of wanting, it has been do to lack of ability and energy. With any luck by August or September I'll be doing better and will be able to be on here more. Right now I cannot stand life, it sucks for me. I hold on because I know it will get better, hell it cannot get any worse. Oh and I want to know, how the hell do I get stuck with these fucking fat tattooed single moms wanting me? I had a fucking racoon walk up on me that looked like a better fuck. This bitch is fucking scary, not just in looks mind you. The fact is that her husband is suppose to get out of prison soon. I got nothing against the poor guy, however him just finding out his wife has the hots for me will set him dead against me. What the fuck do I do with that if I meet him? Tell him "no your old lady is too much of a fat fucking slob for me"? I don't need this kind of bullshit drama in my life. So send your best wishes my way that I can recover quickly from this surgery and get the fuck away from here. I know I cannot take much more of this shit.
    Not a prisoner I'm a free man
    And my blood is my own now
    Don't care where the past was
    I know where I'm going ...OUT !!!!

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Hang in there buddy.

    Don't they have a garage or something you could use as a bunkhouse? Couple mattresses, an old couch, small table for your laptop, it can be quite comfy, like camping.

    Just take er one day at a time. Daily walks, lots of rest, keep on track with doctor/lawyer and relax.

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Good to read you again bro (although I barely know you, being the noob that I am). Man you really don't need sex in this fucking life. It always manages to fuck you in the ass anyway. So we're well served already.
    Although I'm probably nowhere near to having it as bad as you do, shit's been sucking as of late as well. What I hate the most is that I just can't seem to get rid of this irrational depression and anxiety which is a huge fucking weight on my shoulders, not that anyone would bother helping me out even a little bit. Because everyone's a self-absorbed little shit. Whatever man, I've made my peace with that. Today I'm really feeling like something finally either clicked or snapped, either way I may have finally reached the 100% mark of not giving a fuck. Fuck all this shit. Whatever man, it means nothing to me. Other people? Worthless. Career? Fuck it. Money? Whatever. Alcohol?? Sure, give me that wodka, bitch. Weed? Meh, sure. Cigarettes? OF COURSE DO I LOOK LIKE I WANT TO TURN 80??? Fuck you and your dementia diapers. Stick 'em up your arse for all I care.
    Half-joking, half-serious and a little bit drunk. Cheers brothers.
    Edit: don't take this too seriously, this is meant tongue-in-cheek-y

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    I do take walks everyday to try and keep the blood flowing. No, where I am at I am just under an awning is all. Manufactured home, no garage (damn that would be nice) or anything else like that. I do try to make the best out of the situation, it is my own family that always tries to remind me that I am a looser. This is despite that fact that I have always managed to almost always have a good income, even when a couple of counties in California were trying to stop me from working in order to run up my child support. Thankfully the child support is paid off now.

    However I have been tempted to let that sow next door catch me fucking a racoon or something, just to gross her out so she will leave me the fuck alone. Oh wait, I forgot. A fat, tattooed single mom that has a husband in prison is the dream gal for any man these days. She is a special snow flake.. Well chances are just a fucking flake. Once things with the courts get settled I might spend a fucking month in Costa Rica fishing and banging escorts till my pee pee falls off. I really have missed all of you guys..
    Not a prisoner I'm a free man
    And my blood is my own now
    Don't care where the past was
    I know where I'm going ...OUT !!!!

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    We've missed you, too!

    Holy fuck, it sounds as though Life has served you a whole shit-sandwich buffet. I'm glad to hear you're still hanging in there ... and I hope everything works out, with the surgery, with the lawsuit, and with steering clear of Mizzz Speshul Snot-flake.

    God Bless ....
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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Fuck her ! The STDs would eat through the bad tissue in your hand and you would be healthy as horseradish again
    You cant keep a player down!
    Dont hate him , hate your fuking bullshit game !

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Glad to see you posting again, even if the news isn't good.
    One day at a time, brother.
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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    We were wondering where you were Prisoner - I missed you anyway.

    Just empty words really, but keep hanging on.
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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Welcome back Prisoner, I wondered what happened. We're pulling for ya.
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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    You're gonna look back at this and laugh...

    Sounds like you have a plan. Now it's a waiting game...Stay away from the neighbor's trap. You know it is...

    Got a fishin pole? Good way to kill time...

    Never forget the suffering and stress...Cuz once you get out of it you need to remember why you don't want to fall back...Smile in it's face, cuz it's only temporary...

    I got a couple tattooed up, hefty, single moms after me too...It's insulting...I told one that I have erectile disfunction and the other I'm just toying with since she's not inclined to make any effort but wants me too...

    I wish I could just tell them that they are hideous, fat, and disgusting...Don't want any white knight manginas coming to fuck me up...

    Tell her your dick don't work...lol She's looking for some drama, don't partake...

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Welcome back, Prisoner. Have you missed you here. Stay strong in your situation, my friend. Things WILL get better.

    Oh, and don’t rule out fucking a raccoon. I’ve had sex with a raccoon and with my ex-wife. One was a disgusting animalistic experience with a furry, smelly, absolutely abhorrent mammal that most likely had rabies. The other was with the raccoon.
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    Hang tough man .... best wishes.
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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    PRISONER!!!

    Good to hear that you still roam these parts, I thought you'd deserted us. Your life sounds pretty rough at the minute, especially the part about high BP! Without sounding like your mum, I hope you get some help with it dude.


    Quote Originally Posted by The Prisoner View Post
    I have not even gotten into the other health problems such as very high blood pressure to the point the county of Los Angels wanted to hospitalize me against my will for fear of me stroking out or having a heart attack.
    I've also had a high blood pressure diagnosis recently. I refused pills and have been trying to control it with my diet; if you've got the time, check out this quick video on hypertension below, as well as a link to a trucker who improved his health:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1rIyhuJRzU

    https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/e...obby-andersen/

    We don't want you to risk becoming an invalid because of a stroke (your heart should be okay for the minute but high BP is THE number 1 risk factor for having a stroke, at any age) especially with your living situation at the minute.

    Take care, hope your surgery goes well and you get your living situation under control.

    Keep us posted bud, because I very much miss The Prisoner's red pills!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Hang in there man. I really wish you all the best. I recently came out of a situation which was kind off like yours, except for the fact that my family actually cared for me, took me in and helped me.
    But when the pain and the stress really got to me my uncle gave me some hope.

    I told him about my pain, and he told me: "You're wallowing in your misery, and I totally understand. Your misery is basically all that you have going on right now. It's vivid, real, immediate and it needs to be dealt with. The only way to deal with it, is to not look at how life is, but how life will be. You have to look at what's ahead, at what's in store for you, at your future."

    Hope it helps. Your future doesn't seem that bad..

    I will be on the road to healing again.
    then once the lawsuit is finished I'll buy my own place in Nevada. With any luck, I will soon be able to put this all behind me and start enjoying life again.
    my settlement might be enough to retire on

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Thanks everyone for you support. I do have good news, on the 28th of June I go in for surgery. I was told it would take 9 months to a year to be fully healed and would gain roughly 80% of my strength and use of my arm back and 80% pain reduction if all goes right. This means I should be able to return to driving truck again, which is kind of an addiction to me, LMAO. As far as my BP goes I have been making changes to try and reduce it. Eating more oatmeal, drinking juice instead of soda, cutting down to one or two cups of coffee a day (I use to drink at least 4). I'll watch those videos that you posted Puggsy, good chance it will help me even more.

    Since I have a good chance I will be driving again I will scrap my plans of buying my retirement home (for now) in Nevada and instead look towards making an even better retirement for myself. This means I'll be buying a truck and sign on to a company as an owner / operator and be able to earn at least double the money on a bad week than I did as a company driver. So when I finally decide to hang up my keys I'll be able to buy myself a nice place and not have to make payments on it. There is still a small chance this may not happen, however the odds are in my favor to go back on the road as a proud O/O. Just so everyone knows, the racoon is taken. However she even told me that she avoids Tons of Fun herself *snicker*. So right now it is just a waiting and healing game for me. One day I will look back at this being thankful that I won't have to live through it again.
    Not a prisoner I'm a free man
    And my blood is my own now
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    I know where I'm going ...OUT !!!!

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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Good to hear from you man!! Sounds like it has been really tough. But it also sounds like you have your ducks in a row.

    All you have to do now is keep everyone else on track, working for you. Keep your dreams alive, Brother!!
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    Welcome back man. We got your back - as much as we can being guys you know on the internet.

    Single moms are just straight up parasitic witches. Their whole MO is about draining energy from good men. I can smell them coming from miles away now.
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    The Prisoner endures! Good to hear from you again. Damn, you are one tough trucker.

    Avoid the neighbor, she might crush your arm more, let alone the infections!

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    Good to see you around here again brother!

    Hang in there and remember what Churchill said (apocryphally) “If you’re going through hell, keep going!.”
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    Re: Hey this is The Prisoner with an update..

    Prisoner:

    Wow, man. Sleeping outside so you don't bother people with your snoring. I wonder if a woman has ever done this in the history of mankind.
    See about a sleep study and if your health care will cover a CPAP machine. Your snoring could be exacerbating your blood pressure situation...

    I hope your surgery goes well. I don't suffer from chronic pain myself, but a relative does, and it's really hard to watch. He too struggles against become a doctor's pet drug addict.

    As for Bertha and Bubba next door, don't be seen with her. If it were *me* (not saying anyone should ever do what I do) I would either be relocated or 'packing' when Bubba gets out of jail... I mean, bad arm and all. You deserve a little 'something something' to even up the odds.

    "Tons of fun found me really hot when she learned that my settlement might be enough to retire on."

    It's sad, really, just how low and pathetic women can be. Not just the land-whales and ham-planets, but the pretty ones too. The pretty ones know they just need to do far less, or simply allude to possibilities. Pretty women sell fantasies for very big dollars. Men line up to buy. Remember what our feminist friends say:

    Don't be that guy!! lol

    I tell blue-pill zombies now that "I am a staunch feminist - I would never ever get in the way of a woman to proving herself to be strong and independent by helping her in ANY way!"

    My bother knows how Red Pill I am and had a good laugh when he heard that...

    He also now refers to women as "the parasites" which I find endearing!

    Hang in there bro. You will rise from the ashes, as only real men can do.

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