So when I was about 18-22 I was extremley naive and ignorant about women and I had this "sense", that what I was told they were and what they REALLY were. (Red Pill) were 2 totally different things. It just didn't seem quite right to me and I had to investigate further. When I was 23 I found Rollo's channel. Still hadn't graduated or done anything of significance with my life.
Then I read about the "mid-life crisis" and how for men it was about not living up to their potential and putting the female imperative first before their own and then at that point I "floored it". I started running as fast as I could and tried to accomplish as much as possible.
I graduated college, learned some rare skills by literally locking myself in my room and just learning, got my dream car (a V8 muscle car), and got some certificates. Not much money and little to no socialization but very much just "inward thinking" and what do I want to do? Fuck everyone else. That was from 24 to now, I'm 27 and I'm amazed at how far I've came.
Did I "redeem" myself and compensate from my lack of social and sexual success?