Well, my long-term girlfriend just dumped me. We’ve been together for over 10 years but my MGTOW mindset ensured I never lived with, married, or financially tied myself to her. Thank God for that. She tried like hell to get me to put a ring on it and it’s only been in the last few months that she gave up and let her real personality show through.
Ten fucking years she kept the mask on. It came off when the game was over. Note the game is usually over on the wedding day, but in this case it was when she finally realized beyond a shadow of a doubt that there was no way in hell I was going to ever get married again.
Still, when the mask was on, she was a NAWALT and I was in love with her. Even as a MGTOW, I feel pretty gutted right now. I’ll get better with time, but right now I’m in a bad place.
MGTOW acted like an insurance policy after a car accident. No lawyers are going to be involved in this break up and I won’t lose a dime in the process. But it can’t make all the pain go away. Just limits it to emotional damage only.
Time to re-evaluate my life. Not right now though, I’m too fucked up mentally to make intelligent decisions. Funny, I had a hard time deciding whether to put this in the Ghost or Bachelor forum.(so I pussed out and put it here.) That is pretty well what I have to decide.