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    Cool Always felt red pill

    My relationship history started at 15 when I dated a girl who I met thanks to my relatives. It was a long distance relationship. I burned up the phone bill calling out of state since long distance was billed per minute back then. I came to see her by walking in the pouring rain from my relatives house couple of streets away only to find another guy sitting next to her in the kitchen. She behaved like it didn't matter although she had a pinch of guilt on her face and the guy was all macho acting nice trying to invite me to come along with them and play pool. I kindly denied and was just so heart broken. My first "girlfiend" and that's the result. Little did I know that was the first red pill I swallowed without even knowing. The way I felt that day set the course for the rest of relationships. Although I had a couple more long term ones, I never felt the need go further with them.

    Then I met this Taiwanese girl in college that I really fell for at first sight. We dated for 3.5 years while she was working here but then things declined down hill as she had to go back to Taiwan because she was laid off and visa requirements told her so. I actually sold everything I had here in the states and moved to Taiwan to teach English. Although the money was good I was miserable in that job. That was the only way I could stay in Taiwan (teach English). I actually had hopes that this would mean something more. We ended it on Christmas day. She got married a year later to a Taiwanese guy. I learned that love is not everything and it's only a temporary hook. I have no resentments because learning female nature led me to understand myself better and focus on making my life better.

    I experience blue pill everywhere, movies, music, tv, etc. I just stop watching and watch less and less to avoid exposure to blue pill toxicity. I feel empathetic for the men when I hear people at work are getting married. If they only knew better. My last girlfriend of 17 months definitely nailed the coffin on marriage when she slipped and said all she wanted was money and an immigrant visa through marriage so she can be with her family in California. I broke up with her saying I will not get married. She didn't get what she wanted so she stopped talking with me and I am full of joy that happened. It makes no sense to circle around the idea of marriage when I have already swallowed too many red pills to ever go back to the plantation.

    About me. I am in the medical field, allied health. I help save lives directly when someone has trouble breathing. I enjoy motorcycling, mountain biking, reading, and learning how to experience a better life one day at a time.

    Thank you all for the experience and knowledge of MGTOW. Another life saved.

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Quote Originally Posted by mgf88 View Post
    My relationship history started at 15 when I dated a girl who I met thanks to my relatives. It was a long distance relationship. I burned up the phone bill calling out of state since long distance was billed per minute back then. I came to see her by walking in the pouring rain from my relatives house couple of streets away only to find another guy sitting next to her in the kitchen. She behaved like it didn't matter although she had a pinch of guilt on her face and the guy was all macho acting nice trying to invite me to come along with them and play pool. I kindly denied and was just so heart broken. My first "girlfiend" and that's the result. Little did I know that was the first red pill I swallowed without even knowing. The way I felt that day set the course for the rest of relationships. Although I had a couple more long term ones, I never felt the need go further with them.

    Then I met this Taiwanese girl in college that I really fell for at first sight. We dated for 3.5 years while she was working here but then things declined down hill as she had to go back to Taiwan because she was laid off and visa requirements told her so. I actually sold everything I had here in the states and moved to Taiwan to teach English. Although the money was good I was miserable in that job. That was the only way I could stay in Taiwan (teach English). I actually had hopes that this would mean something more. We ended it on Christmas day. She got married a year later to a Taiwanese guy. I learned that love is not everything and it's only a temporary hook. I have no resentments because learning female nature led me to understand myself better and focus on making my life better.

    I experience blue pill everywhere, movies, music, tv, etc. I just stop watching and watch less and less to avoid exposure to blue pill toxicity. I feel empathetic for the men when I hear people at work are getting married. If they only knew better. My last girlfriend of 17 months definitely nailed the coffin on marriage when she slipped and said all she wanted was money and an immigrant visa through marriage so she can be with her family in California. I broke up with her saying I will not get married. She didn't get what she wanted so she stopped talking with me and I am full of joy that happened. It makes no sense to circle around the idea of marriage when I have already swallowed too many red pills to ever go back to the plantation.

    About me. I am in the medical field, allied health. I help save lives directly when someone has trouble breathing. I enjoy motorcycling, mountain biking, reading, and learning how to experience a better life one day at a time.

    Thank you all for the experience and knowledge of MGTOW. Another life saved.
    Hi mgf88,

    How did you discover MGTOW the movement or specifically our website?
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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Sent PM to member to return to this thread. If any one has any questions, it is timely to now ask them, I'd say.
    The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you find out why. - Mark Twain

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Then I met this Taiwanese girl in college that I really fell for at first sight.
    I have both lived and worked in Taiwan. What difference did you see between Taiwanese women and women from your own background (North American?).

    Also, could you share something about FEMALE MANIPULATION. Some event where you were caught completely off guard by their cunning?
    A mother cannot raise a boy to be a man, not because he needs a father figure; but because she favours team vagina over her own son.

    Tradcon women are the most manipulative of all kinds of women, because they infect you with false hope.
    Radfems are your best friend, because they hate you and verbalise it - that's honesty!

    The red pill rage is a process which takes many many years - so be kind and patient with yourself.

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Quote Originally Posted by mgf88 View Post
    I have no resentments because learning female nature led me to understand myself better and focus on making my life better.
    Hi mgf88,

    A good philosophy but one that doesn't come easily. My biggest red-pill moment was over 20 years ago and whilst I have long gotten over the anger I must admit I still feel resentment towards her.

    May I ask a few questions:

    How long has it been since your decision not to marry?
    Would you consider co-habiting with the understanding that marriage is not on the cards?
    What age group are you in?
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    Re: Always felt red pill

    I discovered it through a coworker who had been divorced. He introduced me to it. I'm not sure if he really understands the philosophy of going your own way but at least he introduced me to it. Ever since then I have been listening to different people on YouTube like sunrise hoodie, happy humble hermit, sandman, etc.

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    mgf88,
    Would you please answer the questions asked by Jackoff and me.

    We really need to know more about you.
    A mother cannot raise a boy to be a man, not because he needs a father figure; but because she favours team vagina over her own son.

    Tradcon women are the most manipulative of all kinds of women, because they infect you with false hope.
    Radfems are your best friend, because they hate you and verbalise it - that's honesty!

    The red pill rage is a process which takes many many years - so be kind and patient with yourself.

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    MGF88 do you see yourself possibly in a relationship with a girl someday?

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Quote Originally Posted by Opaque View Post
    I have both lived and worked in Taiwan. What difference did you see between Taiwanese women and women from your own background (North American?).

    Also, could you share something about FEMALE MANIPULATION. Some event where you were caught completely off guard by their cunning?
    Taiwanese women tend to gain higher societal status being married to an american (what I was actually told by a Taiwanese co-worker). Other than that I have not found any differences, just another AWALT.

    About the manipulation. I dated an american girl who wasn't even divorced. She was great at hiding it because I did not bother checking into it. I had no idea until I talked to my friends about her. Turned out she was stealing medicines from the hospital pharmacy and selling them, ignoring her own kids just to spend time with me, and lied about just everything under the moon.

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Quote Originally Posted by Hoppes#9 View Post
    MGF88 do you see yourself possibly in a relationship with a girl someday?
    I dated prior to realizing that relationships always go in the same direction (she gets what she wants if not then it is over). Honestly, I do not care much about dating anymore. So, no.

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Quote Originally Posted by Jackoff View Post
    Hi mgf88,

    A good philosophy but one that doesn't come easily. My biggest red-pill moment was over 20 years ago and whilst I have long gotten over the anger I must admit I still feel resentment towards her.

    May I ask a few questions:

    How long has it been since your decision not to marry?
    Would you consider co-habiting with the understanding that marriage is not on the cards?
    What age group are you in?
    It has been 3 weeks since my decision not to marry. That's how my relationship with a girl from the Philippines ended.
    I believe that eventually co-habitating with a female will lead to her wanting "more". It is just female nature.
    I am in the mid 30s. I grew up in Europe and was raised traditional. Coming to America really made me realize how feminism tends to destroy families but at the same time liberating men ( when a smart men watches feminism in the media and sees how it shames and alienates Men he may ask "do I really want to be a part of that life?").

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Quote Originally Posted by Hoppes#9 View Post
    MGF88 do you see yourself possibly in a relationship with a girl someday?
    Honestly, no. It always leads in the same direction female nature dictates.

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    Re: Always felt red pill

    Quote Originally Posted by Unboxxed View Post
    Hi mgf88,

    How did you discover MGTOW the movement or specifically our website?
    I discovered it through a coworker who had been divorced. He introduced me to it. I'm not sure if he really understands the philosophy of going your own way but at least he introduced me to it. Ever since then I have been listening to different people on YouTube like sunrise hoodie, happy humble hermit, sandman, etc.

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    TY mgf88!


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