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    Who am I?

    3rd of 3 sons , My father died when I was 3. 44yo My mom raised us on his social security death benefit. Oldest brothers a super douche, 2nd brothers ok. bigtime catholic guy these days. Im agnostic most days Atheist others. Working class. Poor family white by the voting demographics.


    What Do I like to Do?

    Fairly political these days. Study history, weapons. work on cars from time to time. Truck driver by profession


    Why Am I Here?

    I came from the HQ. I had heard about it and thought about joining before. The recent domain switch at the HQ , left me to realize how much I enjoyed and missed the company of my fellow mgtows. I'd like to make sure I am always able to reach Mgtows. One of the few groups of people I can stand anymore.


    Why Am I a Bachelor?

    (1) The romantasism is gone. I don't see them as angelic beings anymore. Just lesser versions of Men with poor reasoning, and slaves to their emotions

    (2) I am aware what they can do to you legally.

    (3) I got some money and saw how many females reacted to that.



    Relationship History

    Not good. somewhere I got it in my head that you would find one and stay with her your whole life. I was good at catching the trash that other guys had rejected, only to find out later why they had rejected them.

    High school girlfriend got forbidden to talk to me by her mom and she didn't after that.

    Had a thing with a buddies ex girlfriend, that didn't end well.

    Dated a rich woman till she got bored of me.

    Then I hooked up with a girl who had actually honest to God been raped. After a breakup with a girl I refer too as the Handjob queen, or sometimes the vice grip, I put a stupid personal on craigslist, I was snickering when I wrote it. I wasn't really serious at all. I figured I might get a few "are you serious" messages or a few "you should die" comments . I had a strong suspicion women liked douche bags so I wrote a post Saying I was looking for a woman to abuse, that I was smack them around , steal from them if I could -- it was a joke, I never thought anyone would see it as anything else besides the uptight sorts.

    But a girl named Samantha answered it, and she was gorgeous and broken. Wanted to relive her rape. Anyway like a dumbass I went head over heals for her in about a week. Tried to play captain save a hoe. Worked out about like you would expect. I said some crazy shit to her that final night. Really bad stuff. I was putting myself on the line and she rejected me. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her and give her everything that was me. Protect her from the bad stuff. But she didn't want that, or me. I wanted to hurt her for that. All this stuff, didn't even last 2 months, hell , barely over 1.

    Anyways I left the state after that and went to do Custom Harvesting from texas to north dakota . came back in the winter. had some money in my pocket. Decided I wanted to apologize for the horrible shit I said. So I hired my brother, who was at the time trying to start a private investigator business. He took a couple days, gave me back my 400 and told me he couldn't find her.

    My brother is a bit of a human lie detector, the flipside to that is, he is a really shitty liar himself. I let it go for a week or so. Then since it was still bugging me I got pissed and went over to confront him about what I thought was him being lazy and just blowing me off. Was going to tell him this was no way to start a new career and it was shitty what he did. Then he told me she killed herself, not a long after I left the state. I blamed myself

    Hookers, booze, drugs, eventually an episode you would call a nervous breakdown. Did some time in a hospital. I think the anti Psychotic drugs I was on damaged my memory but it could have been something else. Im not proud of any of that. I look back on it now and wonder how I ever got like that. BTW Im not brain damaged. I can think of like a cigarettel lighter. And I know what it does, and I can describe it, but I just can't come up with the words "cigarette Lighter" Its like having something on the tip of your tongue 10-15 times a day. Nobody notices unless they are around me awhile.

    You know, in the early days, not so much anymore but in the early days. I hated women, I really did. I just wanted to beat the shit out of them. If I got called a misogynist online I was like "umm..erm..." . And still don't like them. But its impracticle to hate them.




    How Did I Discover MGTOW?

    Bernard Chapin, I don't remember what search brought me to him on youtube but I found him. Saw Mgtow mentioned in the comments. I was an MRA at first. but after the ouster of John the other from A voice for Men and realizing what Dean Esmay was. I became disallusioned. That and all the MRAs were women, which I found to be pandering in a disgusting way.

    Barbarosa the post feminism man sealed the deal. then Stardusk. There was another, don't recall his name. had a pic of a Man walking away from a woman sitting down. Then Nachos forum until he blew it up. then MGTOWHQ for the last 6 years.

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    Re: Hobgoblin

    Quote Originally Posted by Hobgoblin View Post
    Who am I?

    3rd of 3 sons , My father died when I was 3. 44yo My mom raised us on his social security death benefit. Oldest brothers a super douche, 2nd brothers ok. bigtime catholic guy these days. Im agnostic most days Atheist others. Working class. Poor family white by the voting demographics.


    What Do I like to Do?

    Fairly political these days. Study history, weapons. work on cars from time to time. Truck driver by profession


    Why Am I Here?

    I came from the HQ. I had heard about it and thought about joining before. The recent domain switch at the HQ , left me to realize how much I enjoyed and missed the company of my fellow mgtows. I'd like to make sure I am always able to reach Mgtows. One of the few groups of people I can stand anymore.


    Why Am I a Bachelor?

    (1) The romantasism is gone. I don't see them as angelic beings anymore. Just lesser versions of Men with poor reasoning, and slaves to their emotions

    (2) I am aware what they can do to you legally.

    (3) I got some money and saw how many females reacted to that.



    Relationship History

    Not good. somewhere I got it in my head that you would find one and stay with her your whole life. I was good at catching the trash that other guys had rejected, only to find out later why they had rejected them.

    High school girlfriend got forbidden to talk to me by her mom and she didn't after that.

    Had a thing with a buddies ex girlfriend, that didn't end well.

    Dated a rich woman till she got bored of me.

    Then I hooked up with a girl who had actually honest to God been raped. After a breakup with a girl I refer too as the Handjob queen, or sometimes the vice grip, I put a stupid personal on craigslist, I was snickering when I wrote it. I wasn't really serious at all. I figured I might get a few "are you serious" messages or a few "you should die" comments . I had a strong suspicion women liked douche bags so I wrote a post Saying I was looking for a woman to abuse, that I was smack them around , steal from them if I could -- it was a joke, I never thought anyone would see it as anything else besides the uptight sorts.

    But a girl named Samantha answered it, and she was gorgeous and broken. Wanted to relive her rape. Anyway like a dumbass I went head over heals for her in about a week. Tried to play captain save a hoe. Worked out about like you would expect. I said some crazy shit to her that final night. Really bad stuff. I was putting myself on the line and she rejected me. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her and give her everything that was me. Protect her from the bad stuff. But she didn't want that, or me. I wanted to hurt her for that. All this stuff, didn't even last 2 months, hell , barely over 1.

    Anyways I left the state after that and went to do Custom Harvesting from texas to north dakota . came back in the winter. had some money in my pocket. Decided I wanted to apologize for the horrible shit I said. So I hired my brother, who was at the time trying to start a private investigator business. He took a couple days, gave me back my 400 and told me he couldn't find her.

    My brother is a bit of a human lie detector, the flipside to that is, he is a really shitty liar himself. I let it go for a week or so. Then since it was still bugging me I got pissed and went over to confront him about what I thought was him being lazy and just blowing me off. Was going to tell him this was no way to start a new career and it was shitty what he did. Then he told me she killed herself, not a long after I left the state. I blamed myself

    Hookers, booze, drugs, eventually an episode you would call a nervous breakdown. Did some time in a hospital. I think the anti Psychotic drugs I was on damaged my memory but it could have been something else. Im not proud of any of that. I look back on it now and wonder how I ever got like that. BTW Im not brain damaged. I can think of like a cigarettel lighter. And I know what it does, and I can describe it, but I just can't come up with the words "cigarette Lighter" Its like having something on the tip of your tongue 10-15 times a day. Nobody notices unless they are around me awhile.

    You know, in the early days, not so much anymore but in the early days. I hated women, I really did. I just wanted to beat the shit out of them. If I got called a misogynist online I was like "umm..erm..." . And still don't like them. But its impracticle to hate them.




    How Did I Discover MGTOW?

    Bernard Chapin, I don't remember what search brought me to him on youtube but I found him. Saw Mgtow mentioned in the comments. I was an MRA at first. but after the ouster of John the other from A voice for Men and realizing what Dean Esmay was. I became disallusioned. That and all the MRAs were women, which I found to be pandering in a disgusting way.

    Barbarosa the post feminism man sealed the deal. then Stardusk. There was another, don't recall his name. had a pic of a Man walking away from a woman sitting down. Then Nachos forum until he blew it up. then MGTOWHQ for the last 6 years.
    Hi Hobgoblin,

    Thank you for your story and I'm very sorry that happened to you. You mentioned you came from HQ and I note that you have been a member there since 2014 and also a newly-made moderator there.

    I have moved you out of moderation and you are now ok to post on the site.

    Welcome!
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    Re: Hobgoblin

    Welcome Hobgoblin.
    "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

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    Re: Hobgoblin

    Welcome bro.
    My ex wife had a fantasy about being raped and strangled....Or maybe it really did happen to her.. Anyway, several times thru our marriage she would talk about it and ask me to choke her while I fucked her........then tie her up and ass rape her..... Yeah.....NO! not my thing.. As time went on she became more and more "not interested" in sex....and so was I. I assume she was getting what she wanted/needed elsewhere .

    Women are sick........!


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