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    Arrow So I guess this is mandatory, we'll see how it goes.

    Hi. My name is..

    Fox.

    (close to a name as I'll pull on the internet, and it's almost my legal name anyways).


    I guess this kind of stuff is mandatory, so let's just do it and then my "homework" will be complete.

    1. Relationship history (experience with women, red pills, what about it made you made you aware; note- you don't HAVE to have had relationships but you can speak of your interactions with women) -- it turns out trolls don't have good, realistic stories of this ilk.

    History, huh. OK. I've slept with four girls, ever. All of which came from something remotely resembling a long term relationship.

    1. Highschool sweetheart. Knocked her up. She aborted with out my consent. I paid for it. Then, she dumped me.
    2. Ex. fiancee - she was a 9/10 - a virgin when we started. I dated her for 4 years, then proposed, and then about a year and a half later, she dumped me. Pretty sure it was on my birthday. I was so emotionally f'd up I honestly don't even remember.
    3. Some girl I found at Quizno's - dated her (even with her one kid), we slept together, she dumped me.
    4. This last one I STILL work with. Dated her (she was heavy, too) - she hates me and dumped me officially, again, yesterday.

    2. Awareness
    : your previous blue pill perspectives, how you transitioned to red pill, with enough detail about what brought you to MGTOW.

    I don't buy into the "blue/red/black" pill nonsense. I think its all crap. I understand the metaphors and I'll USE them, but I think that theres a lot more going on here.

    I am VERY aware of what everything means, if I had to "label" myself Id say Im black pilled with no gonads to actually take that fatal dose of diacytl morphine. Today I wish I did.

    I've never been married, no kids, I know it's all a trap but it'd be NICE to pass on my genetics. I'm not even HORRIBLE looking, I'm over 6' and just have bad teeth and a crappy attitude towards life. I used to be happy. I dunno.

    3. Who you are
    : tell us a little bit of who you are. What you like, what you do, etc.

    I work full time for one job and uber and lyft on the side for the other. I enjoy drugs- I used to be quite addicted. I rarely smoke weed anymore.

    I go through the wage slave motions. Every day is a challenge to not snuff it.

    I USED to like to travel. I moved out to California to start a new life, fresh from Ohio- ten years gone.

    I used to enjoy music- listening to it, playing it sometimes.

    I am currently living out of my car- rent is too much in California.

    I really do despise life and all it doesn't offer.
    \I used to be religious too. God, if he exists, hates my guts.

    I don't know WHAt exactly you want here. I don't have hobbies, i don't even play video games anymore. The most enjoyable moments of my day are finding my place at the rest stop, curling up in the fetal position, and just thinking about how horrible the day was and how much worse tomorrow will most likely be.

    I really enjoy nothing. Not a thing.

    I USED to like reading, hiking, nature stuff, the "normal" stuff like music and good food and good wine- or liquor.

    But its all crap, isn't it. theres the 80-20 rule and I'm BARELY in the 80.

    I work to make others rich, i receive ZERO government benefits, I owe taxes Im sure because i haven't filed in years. My misery is the joy of others. If I was violent I would have already snapped- on someone else or most likely myself.

    INStEAD I just go through the motions, I pay the three bills I have (car insurance and phone) and the rest have either gone into collections or just...don't really matter.

    This last breakup did it for me, she was a fatty (I found her cute but whatever), and she hates my guts. they all do.

    I start to think it's me. I don't have any friends. Any time I open up I get burned. the rest of my family lives back east in Florida or Ohio. I have no body, nothing. Just a car and a lot of time between working three jobs.

    I'm typing this out at my first job.

    I'm 41 and have NOTHING to show for it except scars and years of abuse from mental anguish and even LONGER thanks to drugs.
    IF heroin was readily available, not as addicting as it is, and if it were legal then I wouldn't even be here.

    I haven't used drugs in a long time, though.

    So it's all,, a whatever. Nice to meet you all.

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    Re: So I guess this is mandatory, we'll see how it goes.

    Hi greenfox,

    From all that you wrote, I do not believe membership on our website should be your next stop. I think you owe it to yourself to visit a mental health clinic, as twice you indicated suicidal ideations, comments I take seriously in this context. You say you have a lot of time between your three jobs so that would be time well spent. Assistance of this type for low-income people exists. Based on your IP address, I have sent you a PM with the URL for such services in your city and where they offer ability-to-pay.

    Certainly you know why women keep dumping you. I do not need to repeat your words back to you, as you acknowledge your dark thinking. Or, do you?

    I start to think it's me. I don't have any friends. Any time I open up I get burned.
    I think a counselor could help you see further into this and I really recommend that you consider the PM I sent.

    Seeking counseling is a very common thing. Don't pull back from reaching out for it to sort things out.

    You say you enjoy drugs but haven't used drugs in a long time. I hope you meant to say you enjoyed drugs, past tense. Otherwise, I see a contradiction, unless you mean that you are pausing drugs, not quitting them.


    As far as evaluating your Intro for membership here, you do not say that you would refuse from a woman the offer of a relationship. That is membership criteria around here.

    On this site, we seek to promote proper avenues of mental health. This is something you need to develop, but we cannot counsel for your extreme negativity. I refer you to the professionals. Otherwise, how would you be able to contribute productively to our conversations? I think you couldn't, right now.

    What you can do here as a non-member is continue to read our site. You can also post in our sub-forum Non-Member Questions and Opposing Views.

    Read the PM.

    Thank you,

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    Re: So I guess this is mandatory, we'll see how it goes.

    So wait, ....

    ok.

    just... wow, on every fucking level. THANKS!

    lol god damn internet, god damn u to hell.

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    Re: So I guess this is mandatory, we'll see how it goes.

    Throw in "anger management"...
    A man's only "safe space" be in his sovereignty, free from the illusions and misconceptions of a unity that only serves to bind him to tyranny and perdition.

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    Re: So I guess this is mandatory, we'll see how it goes.

    Quote Originally Posted by Unboxxed View Post
    From all that you wrote, I do not believe membership on our website should be your next stop. I think you owe it to yourself to visit a mental health clinic, as twice you indicated suicidal ideations, comments I take seriously in this context.
    Agreed. I'll add something: speaking as a man in his mid-fifties, a man's forties are the best goddamn years of his life. This next decade for you is *the* decade. Try to work out. Try to eat right. Avoid getting entagnled with a single mom (and at our age, they are all single moms). And yeah - get some counselling.

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    Re: So I guess this is mandatory, we'll see how it goes.

    Quote Originally Posted by Unboxxed View Post
    From all that you wrote, I do not believe membership on our website should be your next stop. I think you owe it to yourself to visit a mental health clinic, as twice you indicated suicidal ideations, comments I take seriously in this context.
    I sent PM to member on 02/26/20 (which he opened that day) providing a link to mental heath clinic in his area. I left his account open. No further response.

    Account now closed.
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    Re: So I guess this is mandatory, we'll see how it goes.

    You need to get the hell out of California. That place is toxic as hell these days.
    "Don't follow in my footsteps. I stepped in something."


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