Hey all, a post about a medical subject here. I've seen an endocrinologist and started a course of chlomiphene citrate (a.k.a. Clomid). It's... wait for it...
A female fertility drug.
Yeah.
So I'm on half the dose that barren women would take. Anyways, at these low doses it's a testosterone booster. There are tons of details online, for example:
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16422830
A couple of huge fucking juicers I know started getting this drug to compensate for their balls shiveling into near-uselessness. Androgel, direct testosterone supplements, and a lot of steroids kill the gonads' ability to produce its own testosterone so for them it's a requirement to stimulate the T production when off-cycle.
Clomid however, compels your balls do the work of producing testosterone. So it's like the opposite of androgel or roids, as their introduction of foreign testosterone will atrophy your innate ability to produce T. Clomid however makes you make your own T.
For me, I found that my energy levels had diminished. I'm still doing cardio, but I haven't lifted a weight in months. So some buddys noticed I was fucking moping about, and told me to get it checked out. I visited the doc, and got tested. Sure 'nuff, low testosterone for a man my age (early 40s). It's probably also a factor in too much aerobic activity, going MGTOW and not even thinking about sex if possible (I believe the conscious mind can impact hormones, though to a lesser extent than the other way around). I suspect it could also be caused by
getting my balls chronically compressed between my torso and a bicycle seat too often.
I'm about 3 weeks into the course of drug - and it's a slow process. I was also disgnosed with ridiculously low vitamin D, but I'm not addressing that issue yet as I want to limit the variables I'm changing, to measure effectiveness.
What I can say thus far is:
1. I get occasional "rushes". Similar to a hot flash, but I also get the urge to expend physical energy. Gotta get up and move, or something. I also get pissed at left-wing idiots easier.
2. Greasier skin. Got a couple of zits before I realized that it was happening, and upped my attention to facial cleansing.
3. No hair loss (yet - fingers crossed).
4. Increased libido. Not enough to make me go and chase a cupcake, but I went from not rubbing one out for over a month at a time, to doing it daily.
5. Female attention. Seriously, in 3 weeks I haven't improved my physique at all, nor have I changed my wardrobe whatsoever. But in the last 3 weeks I've been seeing indicators of interest (IOI) all over the damn place. Could be my perception, but I don't think that's the case. I actually think these broads can smell a high-T man.
6. Better sleep. I sleep more (before I would have 4-6 hours of poor quality sleep a night, now I'm getting 6-7 much better sleep)
7. More energy. I don't have to force myself to be active - it's a little more "natural".
So having established that this is definitely making a difference, I've recently started lifting again. Next month, I start taking vitamin D supplements.
Just thought I'd mention it - I actually figure that GMOW, and avoiding my sexuality to a degree (dropped the last FWB back in December '14) has impacted my hormones. Some of you guys might experience something similar... Just a thought.