Finally, I feel understood, psychologically and philosophically.
I am just starting my 20s and I broke up with my LTR girlfriend last month (or last year - Dec 2016).
Unlike most of the RPers, I do not hold resentment towards any female, or trying hard to game them.
I feel like trying to game the system is based on the premise that the system is very important. That we have to stay at the top of the system to win the others. That by staying at the top of the system we gain validation of the 'masculine alphas' and 'females'.
I support feminism just like how I support maintaining the decency of mankind, so I just treat female friends just as same as I treat my buddies. How do I treat my friends? I give no fuck about their invitations of me going out with them, and I turn the invitations down more frequently so that I have a better time for myself. Do females want equality? I do not give any fuck about it, I support it because if society is equal, then people do not have to waste time debating whose roles for who. I have more important things to tend to. Crying about positions being challenged by counterparts or job opportunities being robbed by females are the manifestation of losers' BP mindset.
I can cook, can drive, can lead activities, can become followers, can go adventurous, can go introverted, etc. I see relationship now as if a package of friends with benefits + occasional dating (just like how sometimes I feel like to meet my old friends).